Well, here I am again. After two beautiful months at home in Scotland (no time for blogging I'm afraid) I'm back in beautiful, sunny Rwanda and feeling so much at home.
If I'm being honest (which I always try to be in this blog), when I arrived home in Scotland last October, I felt like I could have stayed in Scotland and not returned to Rwanda after Christmas. And for a couple of weeks I really felt torn, and anxious that my feelings were not turning around. However, thank the Lord, they did and I've been here for just over 2 weeks now.
The best part of being back is I am actually in love with this place, this country, these people. So much so, that now I can't even imagine leaving in May after DTS. This scares me but kind of excites me too. I have my plan in my head for what I'm going to do...go home, get a flat, a dog, a job, settle. But at the back of my mind I'm feeling God saying that I'm trying to make myself comfortable. But we should all have a comfortable season right?
All I know right now is that I am happier than I've been in a long time in Rwanda. And I don't think I'm ready to start asking God the plans for the rest of my life just yet...living in the now is fine, for now.
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